juni 2014

I feel like my life is real and not real at the same time.

It's really frustrating and confusing. I'm having emotions about thing, good and bad.
But they get locked up in the walt like seconds after they appear.
If they are good especially. If...


Today is a day where my anxiety is a bit worse.
And there are no reasons for it to be there at all.
I'm home alone. 
I have slept well. With the help of medication I slept long an...

Why does such a little thing like making a phone call, ruin days and a night.

I couldn't sleep. So I lay in bed awake the entire night. Just because I was supposed to make a phone call. I didn't call anyone. I froze and became rather unresponsive. I don't know what H must ...

I'm going down

I hate to admit it, but I don't seam to be able to keep the depression at bay anymore. It has taken a hold of me again. I still try to live a little each day. I have finally finished the two stora...

Dagen i gr, 11 juni 2014

Var p adhdklinikken kl 11.35 (5 min forsinket). Ok oppflgingsamtale. Avtalte at jeg skulle prve meg p Metamina igjen. Begynne med 1stk 3-4 g daglig og etter 3-4 dager ke til full dose 2stk 3-4...
Paint me Black

Paint me Black

41, Re

Woman with AvPd (avoidant personality disorder), social phobia, ADHD and depression.

I'm honest and don't hide anything here but mine and others identity.

I'm a mom to two teenagers.

I have weekly individual therapy with a psychologist and I have meetings weekly with a psychiatric nurse.

My wishes is to be able to manage life without breaking apart at every little bump in the road.

I want to live, but not like this for the rest of my life. That's why I am trying to do something about it.