april 2014

Oppe og sliten

Skriver p norsk i dag. Blir lite skriving om jeg skal skrive p engelsk om dagen. Jeg har vrt "oppe" en god stund n. Nesten to uker.Jeg har gjort en hel masse. Holder p pusse opp noen mbler...

Reupholstering furnitures is quite harmful sometimes

I bent half of my thumb nail backwards today trying to loosen a bolt on the chair I'm disassembling. It doesn't hurt too bad yet, but I'm quite sure it's going to hurt like hell when I'm going to ...

I was broken and they stepped on the pieces instead of trying to mend me.

I've had a few good days now, living like there are no problems at all. But today I run into it again. I had an appointment with my psychologist L and psychiatric nurse H. I have met them both a ...

Why am I still up...

It's 1am and I haven't slept in 38 hours. That's not so bad actually. But I still need to go to bed now. I'm going to visit my older brother and family tomorrow. That's a couple of hours to get the...

Sleep is overrated

Or at least it seams that my brain think so. My body is awfully tired. My brain wide awake. Been trying to sleep for 3 hours now.I'm really close to give up on that attempt. But I really need to sl...
Paint me Black

Paint me Black

40, Re

Woman with AvPd (avoidant personality disorder), social phobia, ADHD and depression.

I'm honest and don't hide anything here but mine and others identity.

I'm a mom to two teenagers.

I have weekly individual therapy with a psychologist and I have meetings weekly with a psychiatric nurse.

My wishes is to be able to manage life without braking apart at every little bump in the road.

I want to live, but not like this for the rest of my life. That's why I am trying to do something about it.