februar 2014


Been here two weeks now. I'm a bit better. I'm on another ward that looks a little bit nicer than the first one. I have been a bit of a difficult task for the doctors here. So I've been talking to ...

Not doing so good

Sad and tired

I have the second to last appointment with K tomorrow. I'm sad. And feel stupid for reacting so terribly to it. I was doing well earlier. Not so much now. I need to go to bed. I hate this. ...


The emotions decided to show up today. #depressed #crying #lonely

I'm scared actually

I'm making arrangements to make the next three weeks as easy to get through as possible. The kids are going to stay at their father. So I don't need to worry about them. And they don't have to take...
Paint me Black

Paint me Black

40, Re

Woman with AvPd (avoidant personality disorder), social phobia, ADHD and depression.

I'm honest and don't hide anything here but mine and others identity.

I'm a mom to two teenagers.

I have weekly individual therapy with a psychologist and I have meetings weekly with a psychiatric nurse.

My wishes is to be able to manage life without braking apart at every little bump in the road.

I want to live, but not like this for the rest of my life. That's why I am trying to do something about it.