Still no emotions

Except being anxious. And that is an emotion I really can live without.
But at least I'm not feeling any pain from too much emotions. It's just so "wrong" to not feel anything.
It's li...

I don't feel anything

I have no emotions. The world could collapse and I wouldnt care.
Paint me Black

Paint me Black

40, Re

Woman with AvPd (avoidant personality disorder), social phobia, ADHD and depression.

I'm honest and don't hide anything here but mine and others identity.

I'm a mom to two teenagers.

I have weekly individual therapy with a psychologist and I have meetings weekly with a psychiatric nurse.

My wishes is to be able to manage life without braking apart at every little bump in the road.

I want to live, but not like this for the rest of my life. That's why I am trying to do something about it.