15 august 2013... Lots of tears and feels

It's been an emotional day. Very emotional. I met K again today and had a long emotionally draining talk. That's a story in it self, but that's not what I want to tell you about. I had a hard tim...

25 juli 2013... Its starts one place and end up another place

Well... my mom called me yesterday. And she was over the top positive and encouraging. I could hear that she was worried about me. And she said she had heard a lot of good things about that treatme...

22 juli 2013... Family isn't easy

Yesterday I visited my parents with my kids. It takes a few hours to get there. I never want to go there (I don't want to go anywhere these days but...) even if I love my parents. We had a really n...

19 juli 2013... About being open about atheism

I'm an atheist. My family knows that. They like to think that its something I will give up and come back to my right place as a servant of god. I'm quite sure they wont call me an atheist, because...
Paint me Black

Paint me Black

40, Re

Woman with AvPd (avoidant personality disorder), social phobia, ADHD and depression.

I'm honest and don't hide anything here but mine and others identity.

I'm a mom to two teenagers.

I have weekly individual therapy with a psychologist and I have meetings weekly with a psychiatric nurse.

My wishes is to be able to manage life without braking apart at every little bump in the road.

I want to live, but not like this for the rest of my life. That's why I am trying to do something about it.