Terrible day

With yesterdays emergency to the vet with my poor act, the news about Robin Williams in the middle of the night, another not good session at the psychologist, talking about selling the car again, phone call from my sister about the car and that she told me that I was some of the reason her husband got sick (he struggles with anxiety and depression).

I have cried a lot today.

Things have been solved about the car. I will get the car as an advance on inheritance from dad. I'm not capable of being happy or thankful about that yet.

I have to talk to H about the psychologist not working for me. Somehow I have to make myself tell her.

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Paint me Black

Paint me Black

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Woman with AvPd (avoidant personality disorder), social phobia, ADHD and depression.

I'm honest and don't hide anything here but mine and others identity.

I'm a mom to two teenagers.

I have weekly individual therapy with a psychologist and I have meetings weekly with a psychiatric nurse.

My wishes is to be able to manage life without breaking apart at every little bump in the road.

I want to live, but not like this for the rest of my life. That's why I am trying to do something about it.